Beloved Son.....Ruhaan

Beloved son Ruhaan,

I wonder what the state of my being would have been,
Had you not been there,

 It is the most precious gift,
To know that your eyes fathom my agony,
But it is at the same time a pain,
To see your innocence softly turn melancholic,
Because you noticed what stays hidden beneath my smiles

 For every moment that I spend with you,
Listening to your endless blabbering,
Looking at your joyous exclamations,
Rejoicing in your heart-warming giggles,
I carefully slide my fear,
Under the blanket of my engrossed expressions,

 I know you fathom all my child.......

 You are just five,
But never do you cease to surprise me every passing hour,
With your unmatched understanding,
No wonder you are for me, God-sent,
Because you pull me back to life,
Just when I am giving up on it

 Forgive me,
For being incapable of enveloping my misery,
Mumma will try to be a better mommy.......

 Yours loving,
Mumma

Poem & Image (c) SS


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