Revived

Lately, there's been an immortal sterility,
as I feel my absence from within myself,

Didn't take much efforts to revive though,
I learnt that it's possible without an amicable comfort,

Yet, a nostalgia continues,
not that it is bothersome, but very much there,
along with the onerous ordeal,
to erase what remains,
Ah the stains! Refusing to efface,
stubborn, intolerably stiff-necked,

I used to be composed,
unruffled and self assured,
But e'en the firmest frames have given in,
to the force of the stormy gales,
and I am a mere twig,

and my words,
w o r d s,
are thrown in fire,
just like the tiny wood pieces,
until reduced to smoke,

Yet, I am revived, 
considering that everything is simply phony,
bogus to the heights and the depths,
Didn't take much efforts, 
so Yes, I am revived........

(c) S.S